My mom always tell me not to leave Samuel alone... especially when he is awake... Most important of all, DO NOT LEAVE HIM ON THE BED! She told me this millions of time...
I wanted to change him into his sleeping wear, so I put him on the bed. I wanted to wipe his body first as he was sweating. So I went into the bath room to get some warm water... It happened so fast!! I was away for... 5 second??!! I heard "Bom!!"... then I heard Samuel cried out loud... When I rushed out from the bath room, I saw him lying on the floor... crying...
My heart broke into pieces... I screamed (I believe my neighbour could hear me). I quickly picked him up and hold him close to my chest... telling him, "Sorry, dear... Mummy's fault... Mummy sayang".... He stopped after about 30 second, I put him on the bed to check on his head, arms, legs, tummy, back... make sure he was okay. I was relieved when I saw him smile at me and start saying," ang...gooo..." There is no "bum" on his head, only a bit red on the left side of his head... I rub rub his head and told him," Mummy say sorry"...
I called my mom and told her the whole thing. I thought she would scold me... but she did not... She said Samuel will be fine and asked me not to worry. I also called Jane, she advised me to check on him tonight when he sleeps... just to make sure he is okay.
He had his milk around 7:20pm, and fell asleep...
I feel really guilty...
I pray that Samuel will be fine...
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